| i couldnt ever love you more... |
[16 Jan 2006|06:34pm] |
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the cure |
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laying around, laughing, driving with you... took a bath, laughed some more, loved you all the while.
we have an amazing time together... this time, every time before, and im sure every time after... i love you...
and i meant waht i said, i wishit could just be me and you forever... fuck the world, LETS GO!!!
i live now for the moments that we spend together, and everything else
is just a time-killer... my existence is perferrated time with you...
i love you...
i cant wait until we go away together... were doing it on Valentine's!!! (im stubborn)
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| my theory on life, at this moment... |
[09 Dec 2005|02:44pm] |
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tomorrow is nothing but another today, but with more yesterdays behind you, and less tomorrows to look forward to...
till you die, which cant come soon enough...
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| what went on five months ago today? |
[05 Dec 2005|07:29pm] |
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<333 |
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mariah carey... |
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"hey randi,
what are you doing one month from today?"
-"i dont know..."
boy did i really not know... clueless little girl<333
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| chew on this fuckers... |
[09 Nov 2005|09:03pm] |
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 not giving a fuck... <3 life |
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champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends.
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| the last night of summer can definately not be topped... |
[05 Sep 2005|01:12pm] |
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well, as summer comes to a close, i reflect on the events of the last summer break from high school i will ever have. WOW... honestly. there are very few things that are still the same from when break started... but the people are the same.
tomorrow brings sooo many new things to the table, and i am ready to grab the bull by the horns, and take the last year of mandated "education" in stride.
( still tippin' )
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[23 Aug 2005|02:01pm] |
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Tara is now officially my sister, in all aspects of the word... id like to dedicate this to her... it is her anthem!!!
And i just been smokin' and smokin'
Smoke another blunt, roll another up
You know that weed can really ease your mind
Every time I smoke good reefer that indo high makes me fly
If everyboby smoked a blunt, relieve the mind, the world could
be a better place
If everybody took a break and we all just got wasted
Toked out (out, out out), smoked out (out, out, out),
choked out (out, out, out), pull another O (out, out, out)
Let's get P-O-D-ded (P-O-D-ded, P-O-D-ded)
The weed can't get no better (no better baby)
And as for me... heres a little diddy i choose to live by:
I love the way she dance, she look like she fuckin' herself
Shawty do a number just touching herself
Freaky ways she can shake ass for days
get kinky in sixty-nine different ways
Jump onstage she get paid she goes off
You got enough money she taking the clothes off
look at that, I tought I taw a puttycat
I did I did
I did taw a puttycat
but we agree on one thing...
JASTYness!!!
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[17 Aug 2005|01:56am] |
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
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| the gas is running its running on empty... |
[17 Aug 2005|01:48am] |
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 longing for sanctuary... |
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and the clock keeps ticking...
and my heart keeps beating...
and the pain still hovers & attacks...
and the clouds remain...
and my mind cant break any form of sunlight through them...
and i hurt...
and its always there...
and i long, and i love and i long to love...
AND I FEAR EVERYTHING!
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| Dear Randi.... |
[31 Jul 2005|10:46pm] |
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I love you witht all of my heart.
Don't ever change.
Love Bradley.
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| light up this cigarette...tonight i will sleep with a gun in my mouth |
[28 Jul 2005|05:05am] |
Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand...
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[26 Jul 2005|04:51pm] |
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KISSING |
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I LOVE B-RADLEY!!
B-LAWSON IS SEXY AND SO ARE HIS NEW BROWS!!
YEHHH.
I <3 YOU RANDI!
P.S. B-RADLEY IS COOL.COM
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| just cuz i want to fit in...i mean i really want to |
[24 Jul 2005|03:43pm] |
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1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you, if i do...
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
4. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
weeeeee...fill it out and we'll see whats up.
maybe i dont like any of you after all<333
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[17 Jul 2005|01:11pm] |
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ghost of you... |
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"do you want to stay here for the rest of your life because you didnt wake up that night? i didnt wake up either...but i want you out. out of this prison..."
VOTE FOR WHICHEVER YOU CHOOSE:
THINK WITH YOUR HEART, OR YOUR HEAD? comment back, please.
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| such a cheesy movie...im so jealous...I WANT IT, I WANT IT, I WANT IT |
[14 Jul 2005|01:14am] |
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atreyu- tulips are better |
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i now have a ballpark figure of what NEEDS to be said to me at one point in my life...
in "win a date with tad hamilton" (i know, not the best reference) topher gives the best speech about how kate bosworth (who he loves) has six different smiles. &&& he just goes off on all the little things like that.
thats what matters...nothing is better than seeing someone in slow motion, in such detail like that, all the time.
-because then youre in love. thats when youve got something real and you deserve to feel the fireworks when you say those three little words...
P.S.- such a dumb entry.
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[29 Jun 2005|06:18pm] |
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the cure. |
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what's a girl to do?
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[20 Jun 2005|04:28pm] |
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from autumn to ashes |
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Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give.
(Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts you so much it's like choking.. choking?)
I can give you freedom from your guilt,
with a flick of my wrist onto yours.
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile.
I can give you death with the look upon my face.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss & no regrets;
you don't deserve good bye.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss & no good bye.
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.
No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.
Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.
Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.
(Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same for me
just say you would do the same
just say you would do the same for me
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.
i hoped youd be the one to make me better.
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| good love never dies... |
[13 Jun 2005|10:57pm] |
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damien rice- the blowers daughter |
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For the rest of my days I want you by my side
Tell me what can I say to keep you in my life
'Cause I can never relax
I've got to keep it exciting
Make it attractive
Keep it alive
Keep you coming back
I'm always so frightened you'll see through my act
When the fire is out and I've given up
You come running out, and you build it up
You tell me good love never dies
It only hurts when we burn our eyes
From staring too long at the sun
You gotta throw your hands up
And let the night come
Spoken: I like watching you out there. It's comforting.
Tell me what can I say to keep you in my life
All the words slip away when I look in your eyes
Because I can never relax
I've got to keep it exciting
Make it attractive
Keep it alive
Keep you coming back
I'm already fighting to keep what I have
When the fire is out and I've given up
You come running out, and you build it up
You tell me good love never dies
It only hurts when we burn our eyes
From staring too long at the sun
You gotta throw your hands up
And let the night come
Take your chances
And let the night come
happy 8 months baby...time has flown by, but i remember every moment. here's to forever...i love you.
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